is not the best to say, but this time I have sexual desire below zero, totally void.
He and I like a lot, but I prefer to speak to maybe kissing and teasing us but the idea of \u200b\u200bsex comes to mind even for a moment.
I than in past years I would have made even the doors today I find myself loving the withdrawal by the ratio of two (or more than two).
There are various reasons for this, surely the heaviest is related to taking medicines known to cause this loss of desire, short of taking anti depressants is not the best, the ones I take now are weaker but have the same effect.
Then there's the fact that there are more "natural" as it once was, not to make sport more seriously at me a little lazy .. my body less muscular but I like makes me a little more insecure.
The last thing is that I should tell about the things of my past with Leo, it is true wrists cut them if you've seen and not run away there will not go away for other nonsense that I've done and I do not have the strength in short, to tell him .. but who the hell wants to be with a psycho like me?!
Bah all I do not know why I wrote what is appropriate for home blog, I'm doing the dance of seven veils, and another fell undressing yet, but when I take off here because I am not a worm are now immune from criticism and strong verbal and then because I know that I made of shit but I also know now that Manuel is a guy no longer dark but hopeful, and with an incredible desire to feel good.
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